Have you ever found yourself in a situation where you weren't sure if what you knew you knew you knew? Yeah. Follow that one. And this one.....That for everything you know you know, there is at least one other person who knows they know too. And then that's where a few other things come into play.
1. That other person that knows they know? Ask them what they know.
2. Ask Jesus what He knows and what He wants you to know.
3. And finally, sometimes, forget what you know you know.
4. Often the key to the first 3 is time. Time wasted, past, spent. Just time. Waiting. With a purpose.
Life is hard. It's hard to get things done sometimes. It's hard to come to terms when they don't look like you wanted them to. It's harder when someone else is not pleased with how they look. Especially when you really wanted the person to know what you know. Especially when it's that you really love him/her. And others you were trying to serve.
The thing about humility is that it is created by humbling experiences. I don't get tired of saying sorry so much as I get tired of having something to be sorry about. KWIM?
I just wish I knew what I know. And that I knew what it was that right now I think I know. If I did, I'd know a lot more about what others know they know.
Perceptions are everything. They are catalysts for so much of life. My perception is the absolute truth so far as I know it. That does me no good because if I could just know what others perceive, I would be far less likely to assume mine are the only valid perceptions. And I answered my own question earlier. #1 says to ask others. Well, duh. I think I will!
I'm tired. That's my reality, and it may even change how you perceive my post. I'm going to bed now.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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I, for one, am glad you're back. And that's all that counts, right? And I know you know I know you know that. So there. Really...I'm not making fun of you. Just need to talk to you. Didn't we just talk about something like that....having a hard time expressing oneself on email, etc.??? This is too long. I love you sissy.
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